I’m trapped in the darkness,
Afraid and panicking.
Which way do I turn?
It all still feels the same.
Searching for light,
Just a glimmer of hope,
In this darkness so deep,
That it’s swallowing me.
Is everyone giving up?
I’m tossed to the wayside,
While still reaching out.
Just breathe, I tell myself,
But I’m drowning in the deep.
I wanna keep fighting,
But I might have already
Started giving up on me.
Everything I try to do
Isn’t good enough, I guess.
I know my choices
Aren’t always too bright,
But give me a fucking break!
I’m doing the best I can!
Where is everyone,
When I need them the most?
Have I finally pushed them all away?
Yes, I’m afraid so…
I pushed so far,
That I’m lost in the deep.